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12 years ago
Dear Diary;
Yeah, so going to start with life updates since I'm barely on much anymore...
Pretty much my reasoning for being gone a lot is I've been depressed...Severely depressed...like hidden in a dark room crying my eyes out and not sleeping much. A lot of this has to do with work/family/and lack of irl social interaction brought on by work.
Breaking that down. I normally end up working from noon to 11pm central. On most weekends and even later during the week...It's only going to get worse this next week cause of Fiesta (http://www.fiesta-sa.org/)...But now that I'm over it cause I have something I want money for I have a reason to not care so much about it.
Family...Grandma is still bed ridden and on hospice....it's honestly been a little while since I've visited due to the onslaught brought on by work....this makes me feel terrible... On top of this my sis...is well for lack of a better wording being a total B...stealing from the family 'to get her rocks off' (aka, get high on what she can.) and nothing any one says or does stops her discourages her anything...(This does include cops, cps, and family.)
Lack of social life...honestly I really need some one right now that can be here to hold me...I've pretty much cracked. I also need to surround my self around friends and keep my spirits up...(Thanks to those who have been there >^,^<)
On the brighter sides of things...As of 1:30 pm Central time Thursday the 18th I started my HRT! Meaning I'm on my way to becoming the person I feel like on the in side! Also my insurance is coverage ALLOT of this and work is being extremely supportive o,o; It's almost scary.
Also I think, I have a room at AC! (not 100% sure...still trying to get some answers. Updates as it moves along). That would be just the vacation I need...If not I will save for a local anime con and get another fur suit since mine is out of commission...
Other then that...I've been doing just fine and am very thankful for everything I do have. Both the good and bad. (could do with less bad but OH WELL!) As that is what one uses to build themselves. >^,^<
OH Nearly forgot my birthday is on the 10th of May! Yay 24! Does that make a grey muzzle yet?
Pretty much my reasoning for being gone a lot is I've been depressed...Severely depressed...like hidden in a dark room crying my eyes out and not sleeping much. A lot of this has to do with work/family/and lack of irl social interaction brought on by work.
Breaking that down. I normally end up working from noon to 11pm central. On most weekends and even later during the week...It's only going to get worse this next week cause of Fiesta (http://www.fiesta-sa.org/)...But now that I'm over it cause I have something I want money for I have a reason to not care so much about it.
Family...Grandma is still bed ridden and on hospice....it's honestly been a little while since I've visited due to the onslaught brought on by work....this makes me feel terrible... On top of this my sis...is well for lack of a better wording being a total B...stealing from the family 'to get her rocks off' (aka, get high on what she can.) and nothing any one says or does stops her discourages her anything...(This does include cops, cps, and family.)
Lack of social life...honestly I really need some one right now that can be here to hold me...I've pretty much cracked. I also need to surround my self around friends and keep my spirits up...(Thanks to those who have been there >^,^<)
On the brighter sides of things...As of 1:30 pm Central time Thursday the 18th I started my HRT! Meaning I'm on my way to becoming the person I feel like on the in side! Also my insurance is coverage ALLOT of this and work is being extremely supportive o,o; It's almost scary.
Also I think, I have a room at AC! (not 100% sure...still trying to get some answers. Updates as it moves along). That would be just the vacation I need...If not I will save for a local anime con and get another fur suit since mine is out of commission...
Other then that...I've been doing just fine and am very thankful for everything I do have. Both the good and bad. (could do with less bad but OH WELL!) As that is what one uses to build themselves. >^,^<
OH Nearly forgot my birthday is on the 10th of May! Yay 24! Does that make a grey muzzle yet?
*hugs* Sorry about family issues...
You should text me so we can have lunch sometime since I work just down the road from you!
And yes, yes I do!
But, you're still not a grey muzzle...
Ya hafta wait till yer 30. Dat's da rule.