removed, lots of watchers/old friends (feels inside)
12 years ago
"Never lose yourself while trying to hold onto someone who doesn't care about losing you"
i went through like half of my watchers, i know i had been watching like 1000 people before, and now im down to like 544
so imma post this journal before i completely pass out (might i add, it took me around 4 to 5 hours to go through them all!)
so when i was unwatching dead accounts, i ran into, quite a large amount of people i used to know...
i looked at the last time they were on and it was at least 1 or 2 years. it just shows how long you can know someone for before they disapear...
there where quite a lot of people i used to talk to when i first joined FA. and many of those people, i dont talk to anymore, or they arent on here and i have no way of talking to them...
i admit, some of them i miss alot...but im sure that their lives are better without the bother of FA and all the drama it carries
i just wish some of the people i used to know, were still on here, and still talked to me...
i take my friendships really seriously, and when i get attached to a friend, and they leave, or we stop talking, i start to feel bad, and i blame my self because i didnt do anything to stop that...
so, the people i talk to nowadays im just scared to get attached to...because i know i'll lose them...
sigh...
well, im exausted. so im going to get some sleep. goodnight guys
so imma post this journal before i completely pass out (might i add, it took me around 4 to 5 hours to go through them all!)
so when i was unwatching dead accounts, i ran into, quite a large amount of people i used to know...
i looked at the last time they were on and it was at least 1 or 2 years. it just shows how long you can know someone for before they disapear...
there where quite a lot of people i used to talk to when i first joined FA. and many of those people, i dont talk to anymore, or they arent on here and i have no way of talking to them...
i admit, some of them i miss alot...but im sure that their lives are better without the bother of FA and all the drama it carries
i just wish some of the people i used to know, were still on here, and still talked to me...
i take my friendships really seriously, and when i get attached to a friend, and they leave, or we stop talking, i start to feel bad, and i blame my self because i didnt do anything to stop that...
so, the people i talk to nowadays im just scared to get attached to...because i know i'll lose them...
sigh...
well, im exausted. so im going to get some sleep. goodnight guys

cherryvimto
~cherryvimto
I used to be
we used to talk alot (:


fatfurrielover
~fatfurrielover
OP
Really?

oneandonly
~oneandonly
Ahaha, wow. People need to remember that a friendship is a two way relationship. You can't rely on the other party to start a conversation every time, or the other party feels like the other guy doesn't want to talk to them anymore. It's a given in all honesty. You get what you put into it.

Lana_The_Pink_Kangaroo
~lanathepinkkangaroo
hai

fatfurrielover
~fatfurrielover
OP
Hello Lana ^^

Lana_The_Pink_Kangaroo
~lanathepinkkangaroo
i hope you didnt remove me XD

fatfurrielover
~fatfurrielover
OP
I didn't ^^

Lana_The_Pink_Kangaroo
~lanathepinkkangaroo
oh yay! XD

Izzyhime
~pikabunni
*hug* I'm so bad with FA's message system..it's very poorly done, I wish they would update!