So this makes a year
12 years ago
Since I lost my father that is
He died of a Heart Attack when he was just going for an a stent for his heart, but it got worse over time.
I have no regrets about it considering I have been with my father throughout my entire childhood, he was a wonderful father...always told me what I wanted to hear and always wanted me to be happy.
So I'm glad he's with my mom and my grandparents...where they may be, I sorta don't believe there's a heaven or a hell...but there's probably an afterlife somewhere.
I don't much of a family, in fact it's pretty small..people always ask how it must feel...honestly...it feels odd, sometimes I do get jealous seeing other families and often wonder about my future without my parents now, but it has made me a pretty stronger person.
Anyway, sorry for the sad journal...just wanted people to know a bit of my story
He died of a Heart Attack when he was just going for an a stent for his heart, but it got worse over time.
I have no regrets about it considering I have been with my father throughout my entire childhood, he was a wonderful father...always told me what I wanted to hear and always wanted me to be happy.
So I'm glad he's with my mom and my grandparents...where they may be, I sorta don't believe there's a heaven or a hell...but there's probably an afterlife somewhere.
I don't much of a family, in fact it's pretty small..people always ask how it must feel...honestly...it feels odd, sometimes I do get jealous seeing other families and often wonder about my future without my parents now, but it has made me a pretty stronger person.
Anyway, sorry for the sad journal...just wanted people to know a bit of my story
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i lost my father when i was very young so i wondered if i would of been a diffrent person or maybe have a diffrent outcome now if he was still alive but everything happens for a reason your strong for opening up and saying this so for this i thank you :3