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My voice bothers me sometimes.
12 years ago
SO I have a very deep voice for a guy. I do an impression of that evil monster in a Hollywood movie, something appropriate for the devil from the Dr. Who episode the Satan Pit, with out even wanting too sometimes. Because of this a lot of people think i am a very angry person, and is usually pissed off. This is false, I am usually merely annoyed by the way the world works or happy from some form of amusement or another. But what makes it really annoying is when one of my boyfriends thinks I am mad and tries to calm me down (I have two, yes they know about each other. No it docent cause problems.).
I get mad very rarely. People can tell INSTANTLY if I am mad if they have seen me mad once, problem is only six people have and I don't life near them anymore. When I get mad (which takes A LOT to do BTW.) my behavior is something along the lines of the Iron Giant flipping shit when Hogarth "dies" (Here that scene is for people who haven't seen it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fu0scA8kqHQ ). No that is not an extradition. The last time I got mad was when I saw a high school bully and friends beating up this skinny as all hell hyperactive girl who happened to have brittle bones. I remember very little of it, but the security camera footage shows me snap a small tree in half, rip the limbs off and beat those three fucktards literally to the point of death. (I avoided legal charges thanks to that footage which shows them jump the girl, their parents didn't press charges because well... who the hell beats up someone who can break their legs getting up from a chair? Also no jury in the world would have convicted me, I saved her life. Weighting for the cops would have killed her, as it was she was in the hospital a good month.)
That is me mad. I snap. I see red. I give of a death aura pritty much. Nothing stops me being mad then the removal of the thing that made me mad. I usually don't speak when mad, its most often enraged bellows. I may have an otter sona but there has to be a drop of badger in there somewhere.
The short of it is, how do I explain this to my loves? I really really don't like being told "Hey hon, don't get upset!" when I simply said, "I don't want food now thanks." thanks to how my voice sounds.
I get mad very rarely. People can tell INSTANTLY if I am mad if they have seen me mad once, problem is only six people have and I don't life near them anymore. When I get mad (which takes A LOT to do BTW.) my behavior is something along the lines of the Iron Giant flipping shit when Hogarth "dies" (Here that scene is for people who haven't seen it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fu0scA8kqHQ ). No that is not an extradition. The last time I got mad was when I saw a high school bully and friends beating up this skinny as all hell hyperactive girl who happened to have brittle bones. I remember very little of it, but the security camera footage shows me snap a small tree in half, rip the limbs off and beat those three fucktards literally to the point of death. (I avoided legal charges thanks to that footage which shows them jump the girl, their parents didn't press charges because well... who the hell beats up someone who can break their legs getting up from a chair? Also no jury in the world would have convicted me, I saved her life. Weighting for the cops would have killed her, as it was she was in the hospital a good month.)
That is me mad. I snap. I see red. I give of a death aura pritty much. Nothing stops me being mad then the removal of the thing that made me mad. I usually don't speak when mad, its most often enraged bellows. I may have an otter sona but there has to be a drop of badger in there somewhere.
The short of it is, how do I explain this to my loves? I really really don't like being told "Hey hon, don't get upset!" when I simply said, "I don't want food now thanks." thanks to how my voice sounds.
