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Feeling pretty spiffy~
12 years ago
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I just went out with my Grandparents for a few hours, with no panic attack! Yay!
I didn't wear my "safety-blanket" coat and I even ate my packed lunch in public, right in front of the shops with people milling around, free of worry(And without using a silly napkin to screen myself)- That's one step closer to being able to eat at a restaurant or something in the future!
I reallyreally needed this positive stimulation boost after all the lamenting and having such an awfully rough time last time I went outside(Anxious babbling and snippiness, full blown panic attack and the resulting "I have failed, I am a terrible person; I have to die now" breakdown when I returned home).
The day is already over but I feel like it has only just begun!
Goodness, I feel so energetic and confident. Like I can keep pushing myself or "relax" and have some "fun" or something alike it, hehe~
But alas,
there really isn't anything to do now but try and hold onto this zeal and wait and see what opportunities tomorrow brings.
//Pouty-pout-feeshie-face//
I'm glad you are doing better now. : } Good to hear, good to hear.
Oh! May I ask if you know if leetle Gryphie made it to it's new home safely?
I do so worry, hehe. TVT
I hope it did, I really do!
It is very cute and sits atop a bookshelf in the office, overseeing work time. And makes the days a little more pleasant for the recipient. Thank you very much for allowing me to give this gift. : >
Also, I hope i'm not overstepping my bounds, by asking if you talk online at all, if you would be interested in chatting at some point. : >
And thank you kindly! TVT
Nuu, it's fine!
I do have a skype(fulpelt) but I'm always honest and forewarn people that I'm not very competent at socialising mainly due to my lack of substance/ personality/ relateability than my lack of basic conversational skills and confidence.
I do try my best, of course, but I'm still not very gratifying to invest into in the end. ;v;
Attempting to add you.
Never surrenderrrr~