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12 years ago
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TRADES & REQUESTS: CLOSED | COMMISSIONS: INQUIRE | COLLABS: CLOSED | PROJECTS: NONE|
Whats going on with Me =0
It has been awhile, huh? Well -rubs hands together- Let's get right to it.
I have been spending my time out in the streets attempting to better myself. Instead of sitting around letting life pass me by and allowing others to hold me back (Be it nagging moms, or bitchy friends, or myself), I have been walking to find jobs and I have been working a little extra on the side, and going back and forth to this college so I can join in and get a better educationg AND applying for affordable apartments. I am exhausted! And I am loving it. The days have gone by so quickly.
Well. For starters, my promotion begins Monday. W00t. I don't have to work with my pain in the ass co-worker, double w00t. I finally managed to get my nurse's visit in. My blood pressure is amazing and I lost a little weight (I love herbal tea's!). I still don't have my meds, and although I have been a bit sluggish, I am progressing as best I can. I won'r be able to get my meds until I see my doc, and I won't be able to see him until June. So next paycheck...I will be going to wal-mart and purchasing my own meds to get me by. Yes. Wal-mart. Go figure.
It's amazing what you learn when you research. Lemme see. Ah. While my lil bro and sis where playing with a baseball, I got smacked in the cheek with it. Yes. It hurt, horribly. You see, it hit my wisdom tooth on the left that already had a hole in it and was getting bad. It caused the tooth to get a split from the hole up into the gums and...wow. Pain. So, tuesday, I had to have an emergency dental visit to get the tooth out. Sadly, it didn't go so well. You see, my mouth is really small. My dentist had a hard time getting the first tooth out, and this one was worse. He actually wanted to break my friggin jaw. WTF. I think he was joking, but I dunno.....
Anyway, he had to shove a needle into the roof of my mouth. It was so painful. Then he had to cut at gum and cheek meat. The tooth got snagged in some meat. And....long story short...pain. Lots and lots of pain. God damn it. I am glad it's over with but I am still recovering. My cheek was swollen for awhile, it was hard to eat and drink. Wednesday night I laughed and split my healing gum open and more blood. Yay. But that bill killed me for the month. Anywho, I am doing good now. (I'll show you the tooth XD) And ready to go. Classes start tuesday. So my schedule will look like this....
M-W: Work 12p-6p then class at 6:30p to 10p
T-F: Work 8a-6p then class from 6:30p to 10p
Weekends are free unless mom has more work for me, lol. I am waiting for this one apartment to get back with me. It's affordable and its a studio. It should be just fine for me and Tate. It's not perma, ya know. I just hope they clean it good beause sheesh, the smell was god awful when you go in. It smells like something died in there. Gawd.
Um...-taps her cheek- ...oh..-eyes soften-....Dark is waiting....Nothing is set in stone. But..maybe I will....one more time....everyone deserves chances, right? He has been there, he has supported me, cheered me on, even helped me when I was down and out. He has changed a lot. I'm proud of him. But who knows. It's gonna be a year. Things happen within a year. I might fall for someone. I might find my own dream home. Or an engaging career. Who knows. I'm not in the market for anything serious right now anyway. But I would like some RL friends to hang with. I am gonna start going to some Georgia furs events soon. ^-^
Why haven't I been on skype or FA? Read above. LOL. Life in general. I have been busy making progress for myself. Besides. I am tired of negativity, ya know? I want to surround myself with people who want to do better, who want to be positive. Besides...last time I logged onto skype, I got caught up in some bullshit. I really don't need that crap again. Some of the words said still echo in my mind and it angers me a lot.
Besides. Real friends are forever, no matter what. They will understand that you have their back even if you arn't there all the time -shrugs- but people come and people go. I will treasure the good times if it comes to that. If my absense is that much of an issue for you guys, i'm sorry. But I have a life to live and I am trying to get out of this hole. I make time when I have it. For those of you who understand this, thank you. Those that don't.....well. -shrug-
I feel like I might have forgotten some news...but =3= hurr....maybe next journal. I might get on skype later...but i'm not sure. I have been doing fine without the net. I just miss gaming and drawing. Hurrrrrr.....
Anyways....got to update my FA crap now....772 submissions....244 journals =3= damn it....
Oh yeah, the gas was off for a little while. I mean it got shut off RIGHT when the weather decided to get cold again =3=
Lol. I'm Applejack.
http://www.bronyland.com/pony-perso.....TY3NXw2NDcxMzM
Read it, Live by it -> http://sigilgoat.livejournal.com/45567.html
Updates
Nope. Nothing new.
FA Stuff/Projects:
-Gonna be doing a lot of updating on my gallery. I am going to organize it so a lot of things will be put into my Scraps and a lot of scraps will be destroyed, maybe.
~Ref Sheets for my girls
~Work on an adventure story about Uni
Love you guys!
~Riuu-chan
It has been awhile, huh? Well -rubs hands together- Let's get right to it.
I have been spending my time out in the streets attempting to better myself. Instead of sitting around letting life pass me by and allowing others to hold me back (Be it nagging moms, or bitchy friends, or myself), I have been walking to find jobs and I have been working a little extra on the side, and going back and forth to this college so I can join in and get a better educationg AND applying for affordable apartments. I am exhausted! And I am loving it. The days have gone by so quickly.
Well. For starters, my promotion begins Monday. W00t. I don't have to work with my pain in the ass co-worker, double w00t. I finally managed to get my nurse's visit in. My blood pressure is amazing and I lost a little weight (I love herbal tea's!). I still don't have my meds, and although I have been a bit sluggish, I am progressing as best I can. I won'r be able to get my meds until I see my doc, and I won't be able to see him until June. So next paycheck...I will be going to wal-mart and purchasing my own meds to get me by. Yes. Wal-mart. Go figure.
It's amazing what you learn when you research. Lemme see. Ah. While my lil bro and sis where playing with a baseball, I got smacked in the cheek with it. Yes. It hurt, horribly. You see, it hit my wisdom tooth on the left that already had a hole in it and was getting bad. It caused the tooth to get a split from the hole up into the gums and...wow. Pain. So, tuesday, I had to have an emergency dental visit to get the tooth out. Sadly, it didn't go so well. You see, my mouth is really small. My dentist had a hard time getting the first tooth out, and this one was worse. He actually wanted to break my friggin jaw. WTF. I think he was joking, but I dunno.....
Anyway, he had to shove a needle into the roof of my mouth. It was so painful. Then he had to cut at gum and cheek meat. The tooth got snagged in some meat. And....long story short...pain. Lots and lots of pain. God damn it. I am glad it's over with but I am still recovering. My cheek was swollen for awhile, it was hard to eat and drink. Wednesday night I laughed and split my healing gum open and more blood. Yay. But that bill killed me for the month. Anywho, I am doing good now. (I'll show you the tooth XD) And ready to go. Classes start tuesday. So my schedule will look like this....
M-W: Work 12p-6p then class at 6:30p to 10p
T-F: Work 8a-6p then class from 6:30p to 10p
Weekends are free unless mom has more work for me, lol. I am waiting for this one apartment to get back with me. It's affordable and its a studio. It should be just fine for me and Tate. It's not perma, ya know. I just hope they clean it good beause sheesh, the smell was god awful when you go in. It smells like something died in there. Gawd.
Um...-taps her cheek- ...oh..-eyes soften-....Dark is waiting....Nothing is set in stone. But..maybe I will....one more time....everyone deserves chances, right? He has been there, he has supported me, cheered me on, even helped me when I was down and out. He has changed a lot. I'm proud of him. But who knows. It's gonna be a year. Things happen within a year. I might fall for someone. I might find my own dream home. Or an engaging career. Who knows. I'm not in the market for anything serious right now anyway. But I would like some RL friends to hang with. I am gonna start going to some Georgia furs events soon. ^-^
Why haven't I been on skype or FA? Read above. LOL. Life in general. I have been busy making progress for myself. Besides. I am tired of negativity, ya know? I want to surround myself with people who want to do better, who want to be positive. Besides...last time I logged onto skype, I got caught up in some bullshit. I really don't need that crap again. Some of the words said still echo in my mind and it angers me a lot.
Besides. Real friends are forever, no matter what. They will understand that you have their back even if you arn't there all the time -shrugs- but people come and people go. I will treasure the good times if it comes to that. If my absense is that much of an issue for you guys, i'm sorry. But I have a life to live and I am trying to get out of this hole. I make time when I have it. For those of you who understand this, thank you. Those that don't.....well. -shrug-
I feel like I might have forgotten some news...but =3= hurr....maybe next journal. I might get on skype later...but i'm not sure. I have been doing fine without the net. I just miss gaming and drawing. Hurrrrrr.....
Anyways....got to update my FA crap now....772 submissions....244 journals =3= damn it....
Oh yeah, the gas was off for a little while. I mean it got shut off RIGHT when the weather decided to get cold again =3=
Lol. I'm Applejack.
http://www.bronyland.com/pony-perso.....TY3NXw2NDcxMzM
Read it, Live by it -> http://sigilgoat.livejournal.com/45567.html
Updates
Nope. Nothing new.
FA Stuff/Projects:
-Gonna be doing a lot of updating on my gallery. I am going to organize it so a lot of things will be put into my Scraps and a lot of scraps will be destroyed, maybe.
~Ref Sheets for my girls
~Work on an adventure story about Uni
Love you guys!
~Riuu-chan
Plus you left our chat in skype and the way you left had me worried all week!
And..whut? The way I left our skype convo? How did I leave? When was the last time I was really even on skype =-=
How is your issue going?
and yes, you said you were going to come back and. . . a week goes by and nothing . 3.
and I asked for more time so right now, I am running on doing this but still in really light ice.
I hope everything goes ok around you nwn
Come back... We miss you
And I understand the small mouth thing................my dentist HATES doing more than cleanings on me. *ugh*
It's all about getting yourself out there and just DOING it, ya know!
-hugs-
Dentist....are just ugh, period XD