Hello everyone and welcome to my first true rant journal In this journal I ill be bitching about all sorts of stuff that comes to my mind.

First of all. Fucking asshole stalkers. This has been a very hot topic for me for a long time and its been very sensitive. People have asked about it so I thought I would recap over it all. I had someone I called friend for a number of years. We were good friends and I trusted them a lot. We will call them. Stalker A. Now. Stalker A wanted to be my pet and for me. Pets are a very specific thing. They must have the fetishes i have and enjoy the things I do otherwise it feels like I have to cater to them exactly with what they want. It feels tedious, becomes work, and it makes me NOT want to do it or spend time to it, repulsed even. Stalker A asked me to be their pet and I told them no. They do not like scat amongst other fetishes. I told them it was a requirement and that I didn't want that. I would honestly prefer we stay friends. It was at this point they lost it. They kept arguing it, getting angry and would NOT drop it. After that they kept trying to pointlessly troll me and bring it up. I got tired of it and after letting others see what was going on, got their opinion. I dropped the friendship. I couldn't deal with it anymore and how destructive it was. Months later they took logs of our conversations with very very personal secrets and other things in them and started to give them out to people, especially a very well known fur that was a specialty in drama and causing it. Beyond this they have harassed me on second life. Trying to break up me and Sammy. They went on to lie to me about Xpray and Duo, telling me they were practically best friends and lovers and that I was forbidden to receive art from them at all and going on to say Sammy was betraying me behind my back, doing this and that. Its really pathetic. Months later I get harassed on flist constantly. Told "We are going to do this or that and it will be my way. You cant block me, I have 200 plus alts and can do this all day." After this incident I am pretty sure they are the ones who impersonated me on second life and told my pets to vanish, I didn't love them, never talk to me, etc etc. AND after THAT incident. They pestered and bothered Ayanna about me. They wanted to apparently be friends, but they did nothing but sit there and try to convince her how wrong I was and how right they were then called them filth and blocked em. Pretty fucking shitty. The only way I could see this being fixed is if they realized how much they utterly fucked up and apologized for all of this. It was pretty much. Their fault. They are infact banned from my home sim so. They cant bug me there at least.

Beyond that my health is poor and failing. I had to go to the Emergency room where I was resuscitated. Not a terrible fun night and now my chronic migraines are sadly back, health is getting worse by the month but I am trying new medications to help. Sadly they do little at the moment and they tend to mess with my immune system and make me quite sick indeed. Hopefully the medication will pay off and in the long run, help me quite a bit.

SL drama.
This one is pretty simple. If you find me on Sl at the herm hideaway. PLEASE do not message me.. acting nervous or weird. Or just.. start role playing you trying to fuck me or slip into my throat or something. X.x Please. Do talk kindly. I enjoy conversation and I LOVE making new friends who are non crazy and compatible really.

Anyway what I have for now. On random note. Been wanting BADLY to play bioshock infinite, just dont wanna pay full price for it since I heard it was.. OK at best. Hopefully it will have a price drop.