Nerves a blazing
heart a pounding
short on breath.
They grow ever more worse as the day goes on
mind wonder
I beg it to say, crying
just a few more hours


Soon it's My mate's  dragynebonfyre Birthday and my body is so on edge as well as I am.
It all started with my heart beating as the clocked hit 8:00 am, with each hours it gets worse... is it called fear? lust? delight? nerviness? love?

I want to be there for his birthday, so I'm taken the bus to get there, even if it takes 19 hours... small cost to see the once who worries about me as much as my own brother. ^^ I so worry about him not accepting the gifts I got him, I hope he loves them. I'm still in a state of amazement that I lucked out on running into him and hitting it off so well. I hope everyone gives him as shout on his FA page on the 15, wish him a happy 18th. I know he'll have a day... even if it kills me. (Wishes for death by Yiff)

wishes,
James Roshal