I think I've realized why I want to write so much instead of getting stuff done. I've played the clarinet for over 8 years now, and through it I can express myself pretty well. I haven't played much lately, though, and I've got a lot of stress and bottled up emotions.

I'm new to writing, so I can't make use of all that stuff as fluently, or as fast as on my clarinet, but I want to so much. You might say I'm pulling more ink out of the well than I can use at one time, and it hurts even as I enjoy writing what I can. Kind of crazy, but there it is.