at the moment I'm starting to loose it...last night I once again had a emotional breakdown and sadly... I kinda... Did something that freaked me out this morning... I'm not going to say but it has to do with blood... And I'm saying and doing things that im regretting cause of me being emotionally unstable.., so I'm saying that right now I'm slowly becomeing insane again but at least I cought myself before it was too late... So just watch your self and please say something that I'm doing that is odd or saying something that is odd..... I'm sorry people... My emotions are taking over again... But right now I'm not unstable just probably later on...