"It's one of life's greatest mysteries. Why ARE we here? Is it some cosmic coincidence? Or is there really a god, you know, with a plan for us and stuff? I dunno man, but it keeps me up at night."

"What? I meant why are we out here, in this canyon."

"Ohhh, yeah.."

"And what was all that stuff about god?"

"Huh? Nothing."

"You wanna talk about it?"

"No."

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ANYWAY. Pushing my last journal. I was actually gonna post some more rather depressing shit (partially in reference to something missing from my profile now....), but I actually have something exciting to share for once. So I just sent in a cover letter and my resume to ROOSTER TEETH. You know, the guys behind the awesome webseries Red vs Blue, and home to Achievement Hunter. Yeah, them. Apparently, they just opened a position for Video Podcast Producer. When I had worked in broadcast production, the things I did there were only really a few short steps away from the things that this RT job requires, so I decided to take a chance and apply. I know it's a hell of a shot in the dark, and would be a hell of a move should it happen (as RT is based in Austin, Texas), but ohgod, I'm so nervous, my hands are still shaking. I wouldn't be surprised if I didn't get the job (though I would be a little disappointed), but this is an incredible opportunity for me!