End Sadness
17 years ago
I think I've made it, I hope it's over because I'm going to move on even if it isn't.There has been so much damage that I have caused I can't have any more happen or I'm going to start losing important pieces in my life. Although having been to this hell that I created, life is much sweeter.
I feel like I have been awake for days and been beaten, I guess it shows too. I have lost a lot of weight and become pale and very tired looking and my mind is in a constant fog where toughs come to me slowly.
Fixing all that is wrong will take a grip of work but nothing comes easy and I'm up for it because I need to earn my way back and make it better then it was before. This is going to be fucking hard, I feel so tired, like haven't slept in days and I'm weaker then I think I have been ever. Time to over come.
To myself "get up boy and make something happen."
Thanks to all that gave a damn, you let me know I'm something.
I feel like I have been awake for days and been beaten, I guess it shows too. I have lost a lot of weight and become pale and very tired looking and my mind is in a constant fog where toughs come to me slowly.
Fixing all that is wrong will take a grip of work but nothing comes easy and I'm up for it because I need to earn my way back and make it better then it was before. This is going to be fucking hard, I feel so tired, like haven't slept in days and I'm weaker then I think I have been ever. Time to over come.
To myself "get up boy and make something happen."
Thanks to all that gave a damn, you let me know I'm something.
It upsets most people if I say this, but I am curious. Have you tried to see a doctor about this?
So the next time we hang is going to be soon and on the 26th Obama speaks, so you have to be here.