So this is just a small rant so i can get things off my mind. The topic for this is dating and relationships.
So ive tried to date. Never ends well to be honest. No matter what happens it always ends pretty badly.
Like the first time I ever dated someone was when i was 18. Never dated or had a girlfriend before. She asked me out. Now i never really had any feelings for her but i was 18 never been out with a girl so i said yet. Long story short she used me a month in and dumped me less than 12 hours after she "used" me.

After her i dated i think 2 other girls. Keep in mind that none of them ever went about dating to girlfriend. Those basically ended the same way. At this point I am pretty much over dating and i have come to realize even though i am male i havent found any enjoyment from sexxual activitys of sorts.

After 2 years of this i stop dating.
Then along comes perfection. The one girl who got me interested and had me ask her out. She said yes. I finally thought"Awesome a girl who is beautiful, smart, funny, and knows how to have fun." I thought it was going great. 3 months of us dating and im loving it. Then she tells me she just wants to be friends as shes not looking for anything serious. Im like ok i can understand that. But that was untill 2 weeks later she got a boyfriend who i found out she was also dating at the same time as me and hes now her boyfriend. I can understand dating more than one person at a time but i would have liked to know that it was a open dating kinda thing. Now if shes happy im all for that, i just dont like to be lied to.

Also when ever i try to date things in my life just go to shit.Nothing ever works out how it should. Its like cupid is playing cruel tricks on me.

Now i havent given up on dating completely but for now i have. I find there is no use in having a relationship.

~rant over~