i had a pretty good day ...considering i had school today

but...

please dont think im being silly (you guys dont understand how much i love this)

..well i so , so , so badly want to go horse riding :'( but i have bad balance and my horse isnt at my place yet and even if she was my dad doesnt trust my horse with me on her back *sighs some more*.

i need to try and find a beginners horse for around $4000 in NSW and isnt 16 years old :/ DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HARD THAT IS!?!

i love my horse so much and miss her so bad that i cry and then i cry because i cant go riding :C

please dont think im silly :(