No you are not
If some people are using you as a friend
They are just some heart-colded assholes full of retardness T_T

Also you are not a bad person
You seem like a nice guy to me

since you think, im a nice guy, you and I are in the same page

I don't believe your a bad person.

Not at all. I don't see why you'd think that.

my lame excuse that its been polluting my mind that I attend to think like this if anyone that judges me

No your not a bad person for thinking that friends of yours are using you, everyone feels that at some point and its natural.

However if you go around assuming people think your character is ugly because someone didn't respond to you or comment on your character specifically then you can be a bad person. I've seen you do that twice today and its not right to do that. You should seriously rethink your approach to people, and don't assume everyone that doesn't acknowledge you thinks your character is ugly.

I don't intend anything bad by telling you this.

I wasn't trying to trying to take this the wrong way or anything, It just the fact I've been treated I I don't deserve to be treated, no matter how social active I can be in a positive manner and how confident I can be but it's not getting me anywhere which put me in a difficult position to self doubt myself any a negative manner. I'm sorry you had to hear such drama, I'm going through tough time right now

What do you mean about "using" you as a friend, do you mean to get more attention or such?
Cause if it's the case, better let them out!

I do not think your are as bad as you think you are... I'm 100 percent certain that you misjudged yourself! Just trust your own valors and thoughs, not the one people make you believe in! Be yourself!

I really blame the people at my work talking shit about my boundary then the have a harsh judgement against that so fuck them, I should of kept my mouth shut about the fandom anyway

Ur not a bad person, ur an awesome person. After I meet u at fwa I was like I wish I had meet him on Thursday so we could hange out all weekend. We will hang out all weekend long at AC like bros. Can't wait

oh yeah, im looking forward to hanging out with you all at AC

I don't know if you're a bad person or not. I hope not. You don't appear to be.

But since there's no way to say this without sounding like a pompous jerk, there is one major problem that you have that you should work towards fixing.

Hygiene.

Hygiene? do I stink

Never!

Come on man, ever since I met you at FWA this year you have been a really nice guy. I don't know why people would think you are not a good person. If they think so then I think it's best to just let them go. I'm wanting to hang out with ya at AC this year, that is if my job let's me go. I believe you should give yourself more credit.

my apologize my lack self-esteem striking me, yeah I hope your able to get time off for ac so we can reunite as bros and hang out just like we did at FWA

i think ur a nice guy

You're not a bad person. I think you're a nice wolf man. ^^