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12 years ago
////excuse my spelling and general stream of consciousness writing/\
Life as of late,
Has been a tad stress-full
I love all my friends and they are plent-ifull
I"m still here and I"m not leaving ( wanted this whole journal to rhyme, but.... didn't happen)
Its sorta like, I just don't have time to stare at wolf titties and cocks/read peoples journals,
and its not really a thing I need to make time for.....
If you catch my meaning.
Its just a serious time sink and I don't have time to live vicariously through your journals and art. It wasn't a decisive decision, but it feels right. It sorta just stopped, shoot for about two months all I had to use the net on was an IPOD.
I could easily become engrossed in checking art and journals again.
And because it really is a psychological positive reward chemical feedback loop,
its best that I just don't touch this site untill I can handle my shit.
I'm not leaving the fandom (hurf lol)
But I will probably only come back to FA when I have something meaningful to contribute. and the actual means and free time to do so.
When you really work for something you want. Or make a change in your life, To find yourself, or go looking for yourself agian.
you realize just how little free time there actually is.
I've made far enough that I am comfortable to make this journal, but not so well pampered that I feel like indulging my every vice and vanity.
I can still make it to cons and stuff, work, airfare and $$$ permitting.
I miss all of my friends dearly and you know who you are. We have our own ways of staying in contact. We don't even really communicate via this site anyway. *shrugs*. You know you can visit me at any time and couch crash. (or call. I still use the phone)
Follow me on twitter for a direct line. ciscofur
Peace love and cheers!
(And as a side note: I've allways been familiar with the darker side of the furry fandom, But I've never had to "live with it". And to you 'lifers' out there reading this; There really is more to life then this, Trust me I swear my life on it, god(?) willing there are richer, fuller, more beautiful things to behold then your secret tree house boys only club.)
(And trust ME that there is more to me then THIS)
Has been a tad stress-full
I love all my friends and they are plent-ifull
I"m still here and I"m not leaving ( wanted this whole journal to rhyme, but.... didn't happen)
Its sorta like, I just don't have time to stare at wolf titties and cocks/read peoples journals,
and its not really a thing I need to make time for.....
If you catch my meaning.
Its just a serious time sink and I don't have time to live vicariously through your journals and art. It wasn't a decisive decision, but it feels right. It sorta just stopped, shoot for about two months all I had to use the net on was an IPOD.
I could easily become engrossed in checking art and journals again.
And because it really is a psychological positive reward chemical feedback loop,
its best that I just don't touch this site untill I can handle my shit.
I'm not leaving the fandom (hurf lol)
But I will probably only come back to FA when I have something meaningful to contribute. and the actual means and free time to do so.
When you really work for something you want. Or make a change in your life, To find yourself, or go looking for yourself agian.
you realize just how little free time there actually is.
I've made far enough that I am comfortable to make this journal, but not so well pampered that I feel like indulging my every vice and vanity.
I can still make it to cons and stuff, work, airfare and $$$ permitting.
I miss all of my friends dearly and you know who you are. We have our own ways of staying in contact. We don't even really communicate via this site anyway. *shrugs*. You know you can visit me at any time and couch crash. (or call. I still use the phone)
Follow me on twitter for a direct line. ciscofur
Peace love and cheers!
(And as a side note: I've allways been familiar with the darker side of the furry fandom, But I've never had to "live with it". And to you 'lifers' out there reading this; There really is more to life then this, Trust me I swear my life on it, god(?) willing there are richer, fuller, more beautiful things to behold then your secret tree house boys only club.)
(And trust ME that there is more to me then THIS)
wolftheotter
~wolftheotter
Sounds like you are taking action for your goals, some great advice tucked in there too for others. Sacrifices for future plans can leave you wondering what you saw from those things I'm the first place down the line, best of luck!
