I sit here in my room listening to music writing this to get this off my chest but it isn't bad. With the summer coming in I'm hoping to do more this year than I have in the past few years be it trying to help some friends or just trying to get out of CT as much as I can afford. As well as going to meets more often and just meeting new people, fact of the mater its been a rough few years (Especially my personal/home life) and I'm not afraid to admit it.

With all that being said I should be going back to college to finally after taking a 4 year break to find myself. I was previously studying for computer programming and felt I did not enjoy it, I will be studying film at a local college, when that 2 years is done I hope to maybe move on to a different college that specializes in film some where in the states if not out of the country. Film I really feel is my passion its something that I should have followed from when I left high school but I did not. While I don't know exactly what aspect of film I would like to pursue that is just half the fun who knows I could be directing movies or just writing them but there lies the excitement of it and for the first time in a while I am excited about school and what I can accomplish with it.

As for more in depth plans for the summer I am going to try to lose more weight I want to to get down to 180 by the end of the summer if not more. I was 220 around Halloween and I felt awful I made a promise to my self to lose weight and now I'm down to 193-195 or there about. Who knows maybe I'll be 170 by Halloween. Next I really am going to be pushing to do more drawing I really just want to get as good as I possibly can. I haven't put much up recently but more stuff will be coming soon. I would also like to thank Morearty for letting me borrow that German language software I will be practicing with it so I can learn it. Last but not least I have been saying I will be doing this for years to my friends but this year I want to star my own movie review site or just a youtube page who knows maybe I will make it big. But what I do know is that I have to do it or I wont do it at all.

If ya managed to read all that text feel free to ask my any questions ya want.