and i've quit recently and i am remiss to try to get any more until i feel like i can honestly trust myself to not become hopelessly addicted again

so

sorry if my art in the near future is hopelessly uninspired, uncreative, and bland

but at some point i have to start caring more about my health and future more than the shitty dog cartoons i churn out

because frankly my health has become shit, i feel like i'm rotting from the inside and i wouldn't be surprised at all if i've taken a decade or two off my lifespan with this garbage