I feel like my skills are slipping. I look at an image and just get mad. I know I can always do better. I know nothing is perfect, but I also know what I can do.
I am drawing an image now I was happy with, 2 of the characters look like shit. I hate spending so many hours on an image and hate it before its even done. It makes me go :WTF is the point in getting done"
I know its a commission, so that should be motivation enough. but its not. Im just so unsatisfied with myself right now.
I am not going to pick up my tablet until I crave to draw, like I used to.
Now I force myself to draw. I mess up easily, get easily frustrated and when I take a look at the image I created.. I just dont know.
I'm probably being too hard on myself but what the fuck ever. To my commissioners: I feel like I'm letting yall down, but Im a frizzzled mess. I will do the art when I get over this.. thing.