well technically. just got a call from my 'father' haven't spoken to him in over a year and he calls to just yell at me and pretty much tell me how im a shit son and everything wrong in our relationship is my fault. i can assure you that that's just a load of horse shit... im so fucking done with this.... my step mom is more of a parent then he ever was or ever will be..... fuck it. im going to bed.