Things started off rough at work. My co-workers did dick all and I had to play catch up all day. Nothing was stocked or ready for the deliveries we were receiving and of course I ran out of time trying to get things organized. I luckily able to get the groceries put out and stocked but really pushed myself doing it. My body was sore and man I was exhausted.

Leaving work I cone to find out that my E-bike's back tire is flat. I did not even have money on me to pump the tire up and borrowed the money off my Manager.. Kinda felt pathetic doing that borrowing money from your boss. Filled the tore up and it only made it half way home. Had to walk the bike the rest of the way. That was tiring as well. Luckily  prplhaze met me a few blocks away from the house and helped me get it home.

I called the dealership about the car I am purchasing only to find out that Financing does not look good for me. No one want's to take me on as a client because I carry a debt. I make my monthly payments on my credit cards, more then the minimum balance they ask for. I do not have any collection agencies after me or missed payments on my cards. It just sucks that that is holding me back now. A few banks I still need to hear back from but looks like I may need a co-signer for the car.. which is not going to happen. I even put $1000.00 down payment on it.

It just pisses me of, I worked hard got my licence, got a promotion at work, got my mate, and signed a contract for a car and because I can't get financing everything I did the last few months seems pointless.

I know it's not I got love and support from  prplhaze and getting the promotion was due to my hard work and getting my driver;s licence was a great achievement. Just the negatives of the day put me in a bad downward spiral.

Here's hoping tomorrow holds better news... if not time to liquidate some stuff and try to aquire some money.