Not gonna skip around the bush. I've found myself saddled with a crippling amont of self-doubt lately and it has seriously been eating into my ability to perform. Writing keeps falling flat, and when I try to explain my ideas to colleagues I get tongue tied and completely fail to deliver my intended point.

It's gotten really bad these past few months, and although it hasn't seemed to impact mandatory work as much as I feared it might I know for certain that its eaten away almost all my personal work output. The result is an unshakable sense of despair.

I don't know how to shake it, and I don't know how to push on with personal projects unless I can release that pressure...I just don't know what to do, so here I am posting about it on my little corner of the internet.