... Just goes n dies :L
don't worry about anything its just how i feel with what is happening/done
I just don't want anything to do with them anymore
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My mum is being threatened at work by bombs at the hospital
My neighbor dies a few nights ago
My granddad is going into a home soon
My uncle should be back but with less toes
I'm still ill
Family falling apart
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I don't feel good within myself
I have become more self-conscious
I get paranoid easily
I cant eat properly because i'm ill
I'm exercising to much
I'm angry
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I still wont trust many people
I still hurt
It can't be helped and I don't mind
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Everything is falling apart and i just don't care anymore
People should stop fighting although it cannot be helped
People I don't like wont go away, they stay to torment me and make fun
People get sad if I'm happy so it would be better if everyone else was happy I'm just one person I don't make that much of a difference
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Bye~ xx