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Obligatory Journal
12 years ago
As part of my New Year's pledge, I promised to try and post at least 12 journals this year, and having failed to post one in April, felt that I'm way overdue to communicate with my many babyfur buddies
(I also promised 26 pictures of which I've drawn two and 4 stories of which I've written 0, but I still hold some hope of living up to those promises!)
Anyway, the main thrust of this journal hinges on two points.
First, I feel that I've been rather out of touch with everyone over the past few months and really would like to try and catch up with things so expect lots of random hugs and such over the coming weeks
Second, for those of you who haven't heard, my good friend and wonderful artist
mjbear plans to delete his account on an undisclosed date in the next month or so, so if you've not saved copies of your favourite pictures he drew now may be your last chance *scampers off to do just that*
Anyway, I guess that's it for this journal, but I promised to try and post my next journal less than a month from now! *multi-hug attack*
(I also promised 26 pictures of which I've drawn two and 4 stories of which I've written 0, but I still hold some hope of living up to those promises!)
Anyway, the main thrust of this journal hinges on two points.
First, I feel that I've been rather out of touch with everyone over the past few months and really would like to try and catch up with things so expect lots of random hugs and such over the coming weeks
Second, for those of you who haven't heard, my good friend and wonderful artist
mjbear plans to delete his account on an undisclosed date in the next month or so, so if you've not saved copies of your favourite pictures he drew now may be your last chance *scampers off to do just that*Anyway, I guess that's it for this journal, but I promised to try and post my next journal less than a month from now! *multi-hug attack*
You can read about in his own words @ http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4654085/
Anyway, he did draw very nice art and I'm sure he'll be missed, but this is apparently something he feels he has to do.
As for trying to be more active, it can be difficult sometimes, but I really think part of my declining artistic output is a result of not really interacting with the fandom to the extent that I used to and should...
It is always good to hear from you, Kaffre. I do hope you are well and having luck in finding work.
No worries about making so many this and thats. What we get from you when you find the time is purrfect and I'd rather know you are having fun instead of trying to force a goal.
Be well, Kaffre! Here's to good times ahead!
Sadly, kitty is still unemployed. I am, however, considering upgrading my Advanced Diploma to a BA and see if that does anything, but am hesitant to spend more money on an education that doesn't seem to be going anywhere.
As for my lack of motivation to draw, my physician seems to believe I may actually be depressed and is considering giving me some trial medication, but I'm hesitant of that too...
*Hugs* Depression is an interesting condition. Those with it, like myself, don't even realize it's there. You just feel tired and not motivated. If you are hesitant to try medications, might I suggest seeing a therapist? Mind you, a therapist and not a psychiatrist. Licensed therapists are great for talking out feelings and uncovering truly whether-or-not your depressed.
Based on how life has been for you with your job search, I personally wouldn't take depression off the table. Especially as I believe you to be a smart, hard worker. Without the ability to put your abilities to use, it has got to be taking a toll.
If you ever want to talk more on the matter, please PM me. I've been in-and-out of therapy and currently take medication for my anxiety and depression. I used to be hesitant, but I eventually came to know I do need it to keep myself where "I" want to be. Depression plays tricks on the body and good therapy and medicine can give you the control you want back if either ailment is burdening you.
As for depression, I'm pretty familiar with the symptoms from the Psychology courses I took in GA&S, but as you say it can be difficult to diagnose in the best of cases and agree that I show most of the symptoms associated with chronic depression. My main concern comes from the fact that I have a history of reacting badly to drugs (nothing life-threatening, but very annoying side-effects).
Anyway, thanks for the offer of advice, I'll be sure to PM you if I ever feel I need it! *hugs*