I hope I never have to deal with this shit again. There’s the pain and irritation of stitches, scheduled drugs and the need to eat but just can’t bring yourself to bite anything. Mostly though I just miss my kid. :C

At first she was scared of me and ran away crying every time she saw my super swollen face! Now she’s starting to miss me and that’s even more painful. She’ll drag her toys into the hallway and play outside my bedroom. Sometimes I’ll hear her knock on the door or reach for the handle trying to open it. I’m only out of bed to go to the bathroom or eat, and she always sits by the recliner crying and trying to crawl onto my lap. She’s even followed me back and snuck into the bedroom, a few times, and is on the bed trying to snuggle before I realize what’s going on. She’s a toddler though and has ADHD to the extreme and is only there for about 30 second before she is trying to play with everything. But the moment daddy comes in to take her back to the living room she kicks and cry and I’m seriously gonna die of a broken heart! T^T

HEAL FASTER BODY!!!!