Writing and Life
12 years ago
General
Well ive nearly finished another story, well I sort of have I just need to go back through and change some bits im not too happy with.
All going well should be up sometime tomorrow :) Another monday off it seems whoooo, may start a new game or something or do some more writing who knows definatly not me thats for sure lol.
Life has been strangely good as of late, ive not been getting into my usual depressive spiral, I feel like im skirting the edges of it still but im mellow and happy so im running with that hehe. Funny how life can change so dramaticaly, my life at the end of last year was a living hell and for the beginning of this year too. Some crazy personal issues with a friend sort of did a number on my head and left me broken. Thankfully im dealing better now, but still have issues I really cant deal with.
Being me is well hard some days, I tend to pick up on things a lot especially emotions and read into them even more, its like someone does something that may just be random to them or not important and I read into it and I think the worst or something along thoes lines. I see things that arnt there basically I get confused alot with what people mean or what something means to them it meant something totally different to me.
I guess that Dr Who episode with the empath in struck a chord with me, I was like thats exactly how I feel and its so hard. But honestly I love this about me even if it is hard to live with, im definatly a lot more careful about what I read or watch now though.
Seems my main focus atm is my writing as it gives me escape and helps me deal with stuff floating around my head. Been dabbling a a bit of drawing too will see what comes of it. Anyways, I was aiming to go to sleep before didnt happen, I was wide awake lol. May give it another shot now.
End of my nightly ramblings and if anyone actually reads this I hope you enjoyed lol.
Dont even know if people actually read these things anyway ^^
Night all :)
All going well should be up sometime tomorrow :) Another monday off it seems whoooo, may start a new game or something or do some more writing who knows definatly not me thats for sure lol.
Life has been strangely good as of late, ive not been getting into my usual depressive spiral, I feel like im skirting the edges of it still but im mellow and happy so im running with that hehe. Funny how life can change so dramaticaly, my life at the end of last year was a living hell and for the beginning of this year too. Some crazy personal issues with a friend sort of did a number on my head and left me broken. Thankfully im dealing better now, but still have issues I really cant deal with.
Being me is well hard some days, I tend to pick up on things a lot especially emotions and read into them even more, its like someone does something that may just be random to them or not important and I read into it and I think the worst or something along thoes lines. I see things that arnt there basically I get confused alot with what people mean or what something means to them it meant something totally different to me.
I guess that Dr Who episode with the empath in struck a chord with me, I was like thats exactly how I feel and its so hard. But honestly I love this about me even if it is hard to live with, im definatly a lot more careful about what I read or watch now though.
Seems my main focus atm is my writing as it gives me escape and helps me deal with stuff floating around my head. Been dabbling a a bit of drawing too will see what comes of it. Anyways, I was aiming to go to sleep before didnt happen, I was wide awake lol. May give it another shot now.
End of my nightly ramblings and if anyone actually reads this I hope you enjoyed lol.
Dont even know if people actually read these things anyway ^^
Night all :)
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