These past several months honestly have just sucked. My best friend got admitted to the hospital, my lead (who is my one friend at work) lost both of her parents, and my Uncle is starting to go into critical condition. I obviously know that these circumstances are much much worse for the people involved first hand, but all of this happening from different angles is starting to affect me. With my lead gone I'm pulling triple my normal work load, and there's a chance she might not even come back. The emotional build-up is really starting to drain me mentally, physically and emotionally.

I just wanted to apologize to anyone if I've been absent, or just generally irritable or quiet. I'm also having one of those "mid-life crisis" moments when I just feel stuck regarding my job, my living conditions, and lack of an education. To sum it all up, this is my attempt to vent some of this frustration out so I don't just explode, so sorry for all the complaining >_<

Good Night...