Having A Major BPD Moment Tonight >_<;;
12 years ago
Irrational ragefit due to my net being a colossal grade-A assfluttering cocktwat tonight, and making WoW lag to the point of being COMPLETELY unplayable. Had VERY specific plans for what I wanted to do in-game tonight, was looking forward to it ALL day (was literally out and about almost the entire day, so this was all I was looking forward to once i got home), and now the powers that be are all like, "Nope, fuck you, Syn. Go eat a dick."
I know this is an illogical thing to be so seethingly furiously pissed about, but I -knowingly- don't give a single fuck right now how stupid I'm acting. I'm pissed. I'm just plain, fucking pissed, simple as that. I'm sure I'll be over it by tomorrow, but right now, I very badly want to throw things. I'm THAT fed up. >_<;;;;;
I'm sorry for making one of THOSE kind of psycho journals, but ... if I don't let the fury out SOMEHOW, I'm going to make myself physically ill. T_T Please feel free to ignore me right now, I'm just in anger-vomit mode right now. Not fishing for asspats.
I know this is an illogical thing to be so seethingly furiously pissed about, but I -knowingly- don't give a single fuck right now how stupid I'm acting. I'm pissed. I'm just plain, fucking pissed, simple as that. I'm sure I'll be over it by tomorrow, but right now, I very badly want to throw things. I'm THAT fed up. >_<;;;;;
I'm sorry for making one of THOSE kind of psycho journals, but ... if I don't let the fury out SOMEHOW, I'm going to make myself physically ill. T_T Please feel free to ignore me right now, I'm just in anger-vomit mode right now. Not fishing for asspats.
>_>
*starts flinging them against the wall to see if they bounce*