The term, I never understand it, it never made any sense even when encountering it. Its supposed to be all in aid of security and integrity

So what do I see it from my perceptive from my experiences and what does it feel for me ? Well, for me its nothing but the same thing what I experienced in school days. In other words, its because you different, and did not follow or do what we tell you to do, you are no longer part of us because your to weird , alien and freaky, and you did things “wrong” actually differently.

There is nothing wrong being different and doing things differently and going about your life differently. But often is because the way you are is not cool for the club, is a result in rejection or ban.

Basically the word ban derived from the word curse. Every time you get rejected or banned, people put a curse on you. That is a negative perception that you are a bad and ugly person and psychologically a disease or skirmish, which can also be referred to a excommunication, where I was excommunicated from one church, and banned from another for being intersexed, hence from this experience it added more points to the fact religion is an illusion and God is a lie. Banning is also referred to Censure from the word Censorship.

In fact ALL my banning experiences are based from the fact that I am not normal.. including deviant-art and Hentai Foundry… it felt like the same of being banned from the corner-shop or my parent’s churches, well not quite , more like the corner-shop, where you get lured into a trap of a legitimate minor offense by a hypocrite to cover-up their pure hate, jealousy and fascism… just because your too alien for their norms.