Due to a few issues going on in my life, despite how much of a positive attitude I'm trying to have and just accept that these problems happen and could happen to most anyone, these feelings keep creeping up on me. Part of it is probably because unless I go to a friend's house or talk to someone on the phone or at work, I must deal with these issues all alone. I may eventually reveal what's been going on in this journal, but it may not happen for a long time, either.

I hate feeling all alone when I have these issues and feelings... it's not fun. However, there's nothing I can do about that at this time, nor is there anything I can do readily to remedy my situations, so I think I'll just lose myself in some video-games.

I keep finding myself envying other people's alleged "perfection." I know that there are no perfect people, and even those that seem to be really responsible, respectable, and well-off, have skeletons, and are merely creating a facade.