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12 years ago
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First off my friend Scarlet is taking commissions, she is damn fast! --> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4703631/
So me currently..
Life: Things are slow but they are going. I've been busy working on my home, at my job and
on my health/body. Been working out and running though lately I pushed myself to far
and hurt my left leg and I think I have a pinched nerve in my right shoulder because it's
numb but ends up spasming a little when I work too hard. Done a lot of spring cleaning
and also recently had to shell out a good handful of money to fix my leaky tub thats been
broken for some time. I'm gonna be trying to get score my boss's car since Dennis got
our Kia Soul (fuck I miss that car) I've been driving moms old honda which needs work.
If I can this car then I can help mom sell the honda and put it towards her insane debt.
Block: Gonna be honest with ya, I'm still broken hearted over my relationship and sometimes
it gets to me so bad I can't do much of anything, then there are days I manage to push it to
the side and get some shit done. It's been a year and I'm still wailing like a baby, when the
fuck am I going to get over him?
Mom: She is doing pretty good, not good enough to go back to her job but still
good. Every week it feels like she doesn't need me as much even though I tell her when
I come over for her to tell me what she needs to do for her (lifting, cleaning, general help)
So this is a good sign she is able to do more on her own but I told her do NOT over do it
and she hasn't so far.
Art: I feel the constant need to be creative even if I can't always get to it and so many ideas
rolling around in my mind with a small outlet is painful but I know I will get back on track
fully at some point. I'm still working out my style and process since it's been changing slowly
over time, it's still bumpy but once I get a better handle on it I feel things will speed up.
Yep thats me currently.. thanks for putting up with me >>
So me currently..
Life: Things are slow but they are going. I've been busy working on my home, at my job and
on my health/body. Been working out and running though lately I pushed myself to far
and hurt my left leg and I think I have a pinched nerve in my right shoulder because it's
numb but ends up spasming a little when I work too hard. Done a lot of spring cleaning
and also recently had to shell out a good handful of money to fix my leaky tub thats been
broken for some time. I'm gonna be trying to get score my boss's car since Dennis got
our Kia Soul (fuck I miss that car) I've been driving moms old honda which needs work.
If I can this car then I can help mom sell the honda and put it towards her insane debt.
Block: Gonna be honest with ya, I'm still broken hearted over my relationship and sometimes
it gets to me so bad I can't do much of anything, then there are days I manage to push it to
the side and get some shit done. It's been a year and I'm still wailing like a baby, when the
fuck am I going to get over him?
Mom: She is doing pretty good, not good enough to go back to her job but still
good. Every week it feels like she doesn't need me as much even though I tell her when
I come over for her to tell me what she needs to do for her (lifting, cleaning, general help)
So this is a good sign she is able to do more on her own but I told her do NOT over do it
and she hasn't so far.
Art: I feel the constant need to be creative even if I can't always get to it and so many ideas
rolling around in my mind with a small outlet is painful but I know I will get back on track
fully at some point. I'm still working out my style and process since it's been changing slowly
over time, it's still bumpy but once I get a better handle on it I feel things will speed up.
Yep thats me currently.. thanks for putting up with me >>
Really happy the hear that your mom is getting better! Thats wonderful. :3
I always have a sketch book on hand just to write ideas down or to sketch thumbnails for future arts. It does help a little bit with relieving that need to draw. Not sure if it will help you as well but its an idea. : )
thanks for the idea!
2) If you cared about your relationship even half as much as I did mine (finalized my divorce after 2 years of separation at the beginning of this year) it's going to hurt for a while... It'll get better though... just don't tell yourself that it won't ever get better. Let yourself heal. *hugs* heartbreak sucks sweetie. Believe me, anyone that hasn't felt it before has no clue how much. But it does hurt less eventually.
3) Glad to hear your mom is doing better.
again. *hugs*
Im sure ill be getting divorced soon as well so I know how you feeling.
And thankie =)
8( You are a wonderful person that doesn't deserve so much shit in their life.
I totally sending good karma your way gurl and pray it all goes well with good vibes.
Also i miss talking to you xD; but yes damnnn you are a tough gal, you'll beat this and be strong. 8)