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Dear Capn,
I know it's probably too late for me to change about comparing me from Dermot, but I know that Dermot and I have different autistic tendencies. Maybe I was bragging without thinking further. Sometimes he's better than me, and sometimes, it's vice versa. All the while, our conditions are different. Sure, I don't express much of my backgrounds and everyday life, or share interesting stuff on the net, unlike Dermot who expresses his philosophies and daily activities. But I'm not someone who gives too much information like his mood swings and overly detailed sick days status, his daily status like what he's eating, or his personal tragedies, and post them all too much like a diary. But somehow, I feel sorry for him sometimes.
Maybe one of my teachers is right. And maybe my parents were right. I wasn't listening. My mind is always somewhere else. Always grabbing attention and getting daydreamed at the same time. I guess it's one of my flaws that I keep ignoring, that it affected you and everyone else. It's also probably I keep asking because, aside the inattention, I wanted to be fully informed and to be fully sure. I'm always curious about things, things that are always new and always old, but I keep check. I always have this feeling that I'm still new here even though I've been here for about year and a half. Maybe I'm just too ignorant and too stubborn about it.
Maybe I should stay away from watching you stream for a while. It affects me too much. I still don't blame you for that, it's my own doing. And I know you need privacy and a break from all the eccentricities, and I respect that. I still support your game, even in spirit, just to know.
Sincerely,
-Alex
Dear Capn,
I know it's probably too late for me to change about comparing me from Dermot, but I know that Dermot and I have different autistic tendencies. Maybe I was bragging without thinking further. Sometimes he's better than me, and sometimes, it's vice versa. All the while, our conditions are different. Sure, I don't express much of my backgrounds and everyday life, or share interesting stuff on the net, unlike Dermot who expresses his philosophies and daily activities. But I'm not someone who gives too much information like his mood swings and overly detailed sick days status, his daily status like what he's eating, or his personal tragedies, and post them all too much like a diary. But somehow, I feel sorry for him sometimes.
Maybe one of my teachers is right. And maybe my parents were right. I wasn't listening. My mind is always somewhere else. Always grabbing attention and getting daydreamed at the same time. I guess it's one of my flaws that I keep ignoring, that it affected you and everyone else. It's also probably I keep asking because, aside the inattention, I wanted to be fully informed and to be fully sure. I'm always curious about things, things that are always new and always old, but I keep check. I always have this feeling that I'm still new here even though I've been here for about year and a half. Maybe I'm just too ignorant and too stubborn about it.
Maybe I should stay away from watching you stream for a while. It affects me too much. I still don't blame you for that, it's my own doing. And I know you need privacy and a break from all the eccentricities, and I respect that. I still support your game, even in spirit, just to know.
Sincerely,
-Alex
