It's been ages since I've said anything about my life but lets face it. about 5% of the people who watch me reads my journals and LESS than 3% comment on them or anything else. So why am I doing this? Because I can and want to.

Anyway... first off, Im turning 25 in 2 days (June 11) and already I feel too old for this shit. (Metaphorically speaking). My last birthday was pretty damn "bland" to the point I didn't even had a cake or gift but I guess its to be expected. I mean, what else can be done that hasn't been done yet?

Negativity aside at least Im happy somewhat that my little bro is finally coming back home after 6-7 months of being in Washington, California and god knows where else. I dont know why exactly he got to travel but it has to do with the profession he's after. As happy as I am about it the only thing Im not looking forward to his home coming is me giving up HIS room. I dont have a room of my own and Im really gonna miss the privacy it provided me.

Aside from all this I guess Im just the same as usual. Neutral and not too happy or sad about everything in general. I do wish I could socialize more with people though. I feel like people I call (or used to call?) friends have either grown way too apart from me, found better friends or just forgot about me. Im not surprised either way sine Im not a famous person and I dont have much to offer in general aside from the commissions/gifts I get on a very rare basis. That being said Im NOT asking for constant attention like some people I know who have it, did NOT ask for it and burdens them.

So yeah. This is me reporting in for life and getting some things off my chest.