I think most of you won't look at this at all or ignore so that's fine... but i can't rest easy until this is off my chest.

Firstly, to Jack. You probably won't see this either, because you're never on this anymore and right now we're... not in good ways. Jack, you know I am a melodramatic, a parnoid and self conscious idiot. I could never thank you enough for everything you have done for me these last few months. I met you out of nowhere, as a complete stranger, and now I would welcome you with open arms. I could never ask for a better friend, scratch that, a best friend. I treat you like a brother and I always will, and though now you may not see that, please know it. You sometimes say you understand the way you've helped me, but fuck that. You won't know the breath of fresh air you were to me and what you still are. Sure we argue a lot more than we should, but it brought us closer in the end. And hey... remember? We can call each other whatever and be fine bitchtits... just this time I was the one to overreact. I love you buddy.

Secondly, to Brandon. He probably won't see this either because he's polishing the metal off his new car. But Brandon, I love you too man. Like Jack, you were a stranger who became as close as family. You came into my life when I lost a close friend, and you were a comfort to me. I can't sit back and be a hypocrite about what was said this morning. But I would make sacrifices for our friendship. Thank you for everything.

Thirdly, to Seany... you're one of the funniest furs I've ever met and I will always love you, you crazy Aussie. You cheer me up when everything looks grey and your delightful optimism never fails to make this grumpy Pommie smile. Like the other two (though you don't know them), you were once a complete stranger, now you are like a brother. We've not had any emotional ties or bonding experiences really... which I'm kinda glad about because to make an Aussie cry is oh so rare... I'm just glad you're wackiness is always there to brighten up my day.

I'm not here to make arguments... I hate confrontation. I'm on this Earth to get by, and if you don't like it, then you can just walk on by. There are many other great friends I have, but these three are just.... three of the nicest people I have ever had to pleasure to talk with. I will love you lot forever, believe me. No matter what I say, or what I do. I will be there for you... forever and always.

Finn (L)