I...feel brave! Relaxed!! I can breathe easier! I had an absolutely wonderful time I hung out with some really awesome people. And now with a clear head I did something I never thought I would be brave enough to do! I asked a furry friend who is an amazing Fursuiter and artist and awesome person if she would be willing to help me should i be brave make a fur suit. SHE SAID YES!!!!!!!! *Squees*

I am so so so proud of myself!!! I am still very very skiddish about the idea but I want to be brave. I think I can conquer my bad memories and over come it with the help of my friends!

Hopefully more great news to come!