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12 years ago
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I miss my once upon a time fox. Looking thought the old pictures, I dont know why it ever ended. Each one bringing back a moments emotions, then becomes like a small knife in my chest been slowly turned, knowing it all ended and it probably wont happen again. I'd gives every struggle we ever had, all over again if we could have that adventure one more time. Every song I listened to over those 2 weeks carries so many emotions. Almost a year on, and the whole trip is still so fresh in my mind. Could have sworn it was only last week I dropped you off at the airport, but its been been much longer, and months within that since we last talked to each other.
It all still hurts, but I hold tight onto it, and would never wish we'd never met. That whole year was amazing, and a story I'll some day tell my kids about.
I know its soppy, cheesy love shit, but I do miss him.
It all still hurts, but I hold tight onto it, and would never wish we'd never met. That whole year was amazing, and a story I'll some day tell my kids about.
I know its soppy, cheesy love shit, but I do miss him.
And I think a lot of the problems boiled down to differences in what we wanted from life and our relationship. I wanted a best friend forever, who I could love and hold, but also take a break from to go off on a silly adventure every now and again. Someone who I didn't feel my whole life was committed to. I dont know what I want to do with my life, and until I really do, and can be sure I'm ready to settle down, I dont want a partner. Where as I think he was ready to settle down with someone. With a house, and all that.
So yea, atm things are still a little sore between us. And I miss him loads.
But anyway, it was a wonderful time I had, specially those weeks he was here, and I dont regret it. Thinks are still moving in life, and right now, its time for plan 'BOAT' :D