Alright so I am doing better. Able to move around abit but not without difficulty. I really remember why I hated it when I couldn't walk for the first/last time and had to do this. I am so use to doing things to the best of my ability that when I loose everything it hurts but I understand I need to recover. For me the most troubling part is the recovery period because idk how long this will affect me and idk if what I am doing makes a difference at all. I do my best and I can kinda move my legs but without fine control or feeling I can't tell if I'm going to fall or not which is one of the major things that kills me. I hate having to relearn how to judge what my balance is because everything changes when I loose any sort of feeling so I have to learn right from the beginning again and start over. I just got done with Occupational Therapy and will be going to Physical Therapy soon so hopefully I can recover some of what I have lost. Wish me luck and the sanity to not go nuts with how long this may take...I can't wait to be home again so I can hold Seddie tight and never let go

Edit: I can already see an improvement just not feel it. It is hard to describe what I mean but I am showing and progress that I can tell I just can't feel it in my legs themselves. Hopefully feeling returns and then I'll be running around again soon if all goes well