I'm sorry for not posting much :/ Life has been stressful for me. and I really do not Fursuit as much as I'd like to. It's difficult when one does not have many friends in the area to go do stuff with, and I have work to go to, Commissions to finish, and my roommate is ALWAYS gone. working over time, not getting back till like 10 pm or later. I have the weekends off, but she does not. so it makes things difficult. Also now it's far too hot for me to suit outside x_x over 100 deg. almost every day. sheesh. But also, I will not be on FA July 8th-12th because I am going to NC to see a dear friend of mine. I WAS going to bring my suit. but. It would be far too much trouble. and every extra bag I added would cost me a good $30 extra. ( going on a plane ) and i've already spent a shit ton on this trip x_X but I needed a vacation very badly. Staying here is driving me mad. I cannot deal with all of this stress and people lingering over me, yelling and screaming about every little fucking thing. It's to the point where my grandma will start a huge argument and yell at me for stupid things. Like, I got a cheeseburger with a different type of cheese than I normally do and she started to scream and holler and make a huge fuss over it. over cheese. yes. She yelled at me for using a paper plate. She yelled at me yesterday because my roommate went to a friends. she yelled at me saying i'd go to jail if I dared to ask the flight attendant if I could change seats. o.O She yells at me for eating, she yells at me for not eating, She yells if I go make a cup of tea. She will barge into my room to yell about something I had nothing to do with. ( like if my cousin came over while I was at work and did something ) She will not shut the fuck up. She just goes on and on about how worthless I am and how i'm so stupid and naive. Jesus christ, what did I even DO to her? I get home from work wanting to relax but she goes on and on about shit and yells about stupid things. Okay. sorry. This wasn't supposed to be a rant journal x_x;;; but for fuck's sake. I need this vacation. ugh. a week is not enough. I'm tired of this bullshit. omfg.


Sorry for ranting mostly .w. ;;


--Shadow