my depression is getting worse and I don't know what is triggering it it could just be the chemicals telling me to be sad even though I don't fully understand why. I've also been feeling like a beauty as well as I miss my family and a lot of other things too. so for now I'm going to go on a camping trip with some my roommates and my boyfriend, in hopes that it will help my depression out a little bit because I've been wanting to go camping for a year now. and seeing my moms post pictures and status updates about her camping trip has made me a little bit jealous and even more homesick. so this camping trip will do me good so anybody home I owe art commissions to please give me 3 days to get back from my camping trip I should arrive Sunday night.