Been feeling... idk, out of it lately...... weird dreams heere and there....
I never used to be able to sleep, but now I am sleeping like 10 or so hours per day, but am feeling more tired than ever..... sleep has been like... lay down and close my eyes for a few seconds, then suddenly its noon or later, and I am more tired than before (it is a pretty. Consistant sleep schedule... body falls asleep at 2 or 3 am and waks up between 11 and 1, so it isn't some crazy sleep schedule at work here)

I don't know....
I sort of feel as though I am bored of life...... I can't seem to motivate myself to do anything half productive, likke drawing or writing or something.... instead, I lay on the couch or floor and stare at the celing, or play xbox (my desperation for some kind of entertainment has gotten bad enough that I beat the MW 2 and 3 campaigns on all difficulties FOR FUN, as well as the darkness 2 campain (normal only), have almost all diomond guns in black ops 2 multiplayer (the only reason for almost is because the game broke thanks to dad), beat the mass effect 3 campaign, and a few other games off the top of my head... and this is over the course of a few weeks, if that!!!)
Life is just... idk.... I normally like day in day out life, but not when it is this unproductive.... fuck, if it were same shit every day with an end goal or creation of something... or, fuck, even working with people, it wouldn't be so shitty.......


Sorry for whoever took the time to read mmy incomplete ramblings.... I am just so... bleh... you know?

Anyway... ttyl guys...