I'm quite depressed. I'm just at that point again where I feel there is no reason for me to even be here. I'm a Lonely, Desperate, Devil looking for my reason. It seems I was left here to help others find their way, Which, i can deal with. But why can't I find my way? I guess, Maybe I'm just hitting an emotional breaking point because of bottled up feelings. Jealousy, Hatred, Regret, Pain. The same old cocktail. Maybe the move to Pittsburgh will change things. Maybe it won't. All i know. Is i want my happiness back. I want to find true love. Even though, I don't know if i believe in it anymore. Just ignore this. I'm just getting feelings off my chest.