I friended a mod in a mmo knowing this I harassed him about issues that aren't even related I AMSO EFFING STUPID I see why mods don't friend the players at all it be annoying I am so STUPID STUPID STUPID why am I so hard headed and stubborn

I don't know what to do or say to the ppl I inadvertly annoy or hurt I do so much wrong I don't know how to apologize to the friends I hurt or
got annoyed by me if you are one of the ppl I annoyed or hurt I am soo sorry *cries* please I beg for your forgiveness that's all I ask is please forgive me