Well yes I may be a little up and down and it seems I have to be very careful with my emotions or I get depressed easily 'sigh'
Im a bit better now thankfully, spoke to my mum and my friend at work I guess they help but they dont understand. My mum just accepts she doesnt feel what I feel. Hell even I think its weird lol, I dont think I should form emotional bonds this quickly but thankfully its rare. But I guess its nice to feel so much for people :) My friend just thinks im a little weird lol, I talk about emotions and feelings a lot with him hehe, but hes nice to talk to :)

You know what helps like really helps me, Michael Buble its so strange but any of his songs just sort of calms me and soothes me and puts life in perspective for me xD
This is just amazing too ^^ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6TKpkY4WcM seriously watch hehe.

Well I overslept and I was late for work today lol whoops stupid alarm. Making up the time tomorrow oh well lol.
I also had no internet last night tried to get it back 3 times but it was slower than dial up boooo, so I thought oh well time for catch up tv ^^