Crossposted from my dA account, just to let you know, if you're interested:

I'm back to square one. Looks like everything I worked for the last month went down the drain today.
My computer decided to slowly die on me. Without my comp I cannot earn some money or do my study, without that I cannot buy a new comp. Also my only possibility to get 100 bucks extra per month for food is gone today too.
And it seems like I will never get those commissions done. And I doesn't seem to make any progress with my distance learning anymore. It already took me too much time. Looks like I will never get my A-levels.

The best part is that the person who fucked up my entire childhood decided to stab me in the back. He acts like I had done anything wrong when I wasn't even able to do anything. I didn't even noticed anything. Damn, I was asleep. And sick. And now everything is my fault? Thanks asshole.

Don't expect much from me the next days (in case my comp doesn't decide to die on me completely).