Woke up at 5:00 am, was a frigging mess. Grinded the hell out of my car's gearbox, nearly had four accidents on the way there. Then got to the site...23 story high rise...25% done...no windows..no railings...I was terrified due to my extreme phobia of heights past 2 stories. Everyone spoke Spanish and I had no idea what I was supposed to do. And then the kicker: went to the 19th story which REALLY wasn't done...nearly hyperventilated. I don't care if the pay is 10 bucks an hour. NOT worth me being a nervous wreck by the end of the day, it's just not. Besides the archives job rocks..ok not making money from that...yet. So...back to square one...kinda...my brain's dead I'm gonna go lie down. That is all. @-@