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Why, oh why, am I inactive? (VENT JOURNAL)
12 years ago
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I joined FA, because well, I'm a furry (scalie, to be exact), and most of my friends (if not all), are furries. And my mate is here, so yeah. But as you all can see, I don't have anything, except some journals that are rather irrelevant.
My inactivity goes down to one, simple reason: I can't really do much. I don't really have any experience with either drawing, writing or even music production (using third-party software and whatnot).
I've had many friends tell me that my artwork is amazing and whatnot, but I don't like it when people aren't being sincere for the sake of friendship. Words can either hurt or make a person happy, I know, but words can help a person improve. Telling me what I need to improve could help me, but at this point, it may not be enough. I could ask a couple of friends I have on Skype for art help, but they're often busy, so I can't really ask.
And the most ironic thing of all is... I do NOT have Artist's Block. In fact, I have a MILLION AND ONE ideas in my head. I just can't do anything right. Hell, I even fail at playing videogames. LOL
I've been trying so hard for years, and yet, I still have so many artistic problems, that they're all in a messy mesh and I don't know where to begin. After so many years, now, and that in 2 months, I'll be 21, I find out that I probably do not have any good aspects, when it comes to productivity. Or simply... "I don't have any talent".
If people do say that everyone's good at something, I don't know. Maybe that's true, maybe it is not, though I really do hate cliches.
I don't know if there's anything to this, but I do really wish that my ex didn't dump me. I've done so many things with her, especially drawing on iScribble. It was fun. The world is not a lovely sea of roses and makes a person go insane, kinda what happened to my ex, which led her to break up with me, a year ago.
I had a dream of drawing, writing, producing music, or do something actually good, for friends, family and lover. But on all corners, sides and dimensions, all tries were, indeed, failures of epic proportions.
This is just a vent Journal, to explain as to why I've been really inactive. My apologies if it's way too dramatic to you.
Cheers.
My inactivity goes down to one, simple reason: I can't really do much. I don't really have any experience with either drawing, writing or even music production (using third-party software and whatnot).
I've had many friends tell me that my artwork is amazing and whatnot, but I don't like it when people aren't being sincere for the sake of friendship. Words can either hurt or make a person happy, I know, but words can help a person improve. Telling me what I need to improve could help me, but at this point, it may not be enough. I could ask a couple of friends I have on Skype for art help, but they're often busy, so I can't really ask.
And the most ironic thing of all is... I do NOT have Artist's Block. In fact, I have a MILLION AND ONE ideas in my head. I just can't do anything right. Hell, I even fail at playing videogames. LOL
I've been trying so hard for years, and yet, I still have so many artistic problems, that they're all in a messy mesh and I don't know where to begin. After so many years, now, and that in 2 months, I'll be 21, I find out that I probably do not have any good aspects, when it comes to productivity. Or simply... "I don't have any talent".
If people do say that everyone's good at something, I don't know. Maybe that's true, maybe it is not, though I really do hate cliches.
I don't know if there's anything to this, but I do really wish that my ex didn't dump me. I've done so many things with her, especially drawing on iScribble. It was fun. The world is not a lovely sea of roses and makes a person go insane, kinda what happened to my ex, which led her to break up with me, a year ago.
I had a dream of drawing, writing, producing music, or do something actually good, for friends, family and lover. But on all corners, sides and dimensions, all tries were, indeed, failures of epic proportions.
This is just a vent Journal, to explain as to why I've been really inactive. My apologies if it's way too dramatic to you.
Cheers.
If you really do try, you can actually get those ideas completely well-done. And I feel really bad that your ex dumped you, and having a hard time with the things you do, but we all fail at least once. If we fail, then we learn from it. I do apologize if I made my comment a little "disturbing" or "inappropriate", but I just wish there was at least something that I can do to make it up to ya. :/