You must be able to have personal love before you can love somebody else. When you do find somebody you will see your own qualities in them.
try to look at yourself more positively, and stop butchering yourself with lies about yourself. you know you are a good person capable of bringing joy to other people. I can see it in the pictures you draw that you have something wonderful to offer the world. think about that the next time you think it will never happen to you, cause it will, you just have to stay positive, and not give up. You're still very young. you have no idea the things life has yet to throw at you. face them without fear, and you will triumph.
I don't lie about myself because I can but rather from what I experienced and what ive been told. Im not a bad person, but im not a boaster, so I wont say Im always a good individual because im human and I make mistakes just like everyone else, and even though Im young yes, but Ive experienced quite a lot for my age and have the demeanor and wisdom to show it. Yet as of late Ive been single for the past 2 to 3 years, attempting to rid myself of that status but whenever I try it always ends up with me being left out to dry.
Im one that often uses the phrase, "nice guys finish last." Majority of the time that statement is accurate and im one of the many who would stand behind the truthfulness of it. Ive done so much, and asked for so little hoping that out of generosity they would do something, anything, yet nothing happens as if I were helping a total stranger... that goes for most of my so called friends in real life. barely any of them speak to me at all... and usually wont unless they need me to do something for them in which any case Theyre using me and that has ceased...
I literally have barely a hand ful of people I know I can talk to that wont leave me without warning.. so honestly for the longest I stayed persistent till I just literally lost hope in real life and online...
to be truthful I don't really understand what you mean by personal love, but as far as finding someone who has my qualities in them isn't always a good thing but having similarities should be..
I can say im am in very much the same boat and I also use the phrase nice guys finish lasts as thats how it always seems and being the bad guy just does not work for me
try to look at yourself more positively, and stop butchering yourself with lies about yourself. you know you are a good person capable of bringing joy to other people. I can see it in the pictures you draw that you have something wonderful to offer the world. think about that the next time you think it will never happen to you, cause it will, you just have to stay positive, and not give up. You're still very young. you have no idea the things life has yet to throw at you. face them without fear, and you will triumph.
Im one that often uses the phrase, "nice guys finish last." Majority of the time that statement is accurate and im one of the many who would stand behind the truthfulness of it. Ive done so much, and asked for so little hoping that out of generosity they would do something, anything, yet nothing happens as if I were helping a total stranger... that goes for most of my so called friends in real life. barely any of them speak to me at all... and usually wont unless they need me to do something for them in which any case Theyre using me and that has ceased...
I literally have barely a hand ful of people I know I can talk to that wont leave me without warning.. so honestly for the longest I stayed persistent till I just literally lost hope in real life and online...
to be truthful I don't really understand what you mean by personal love, but as far as finding someone who has my qualities in them isn't always a good thing but having similarities should be..