well today i had a terrible day at work. one of the managers was on a power trip. thats not even the worst part. my very close friend rhetta was let go. she was my closest friend. she is the one who made me feel welcome and loved at work. she was like a grandma. i was a mess today at work i was depressed and was crying at one point. the fact i was crying made me feel sick and also weak that i would break down at work. work won't be the same without her. but i must carry on. i feel thats what she would want me to do.