I have been a loner a long time, anti-social, only make jokes the best times and when they feel right. The outside, the world is a big place. Some of people in the world scare me, I was never reckless, the best thing I knew to do was stay on the path that lead to success and bring me great livelihood. I just can't seem to find that place anymore. Not when their so much war and agony in the world that will continue to go on through history. Yes, you can say that I'm being paranoid, and yes you can say that may never happen, but still I'm no sure.

Although to me it's not all bad, I mean thoroughly in history their have entrepreneurs and successful politicians that have been striving towards a better future. I still believe they can help with our money and international prosperity. The other dilemma, now that I can think about it correctly, is that their will be a new generation of mankind that will need to teach and show the next generation that the world is not such a bad place if someone is willing do something about the future that we can strive towards.

I know the path that lies ahead will not be easy, I can already tell that much, I must believe that the world around me is not such a dark and empty void that if you reach you cannot reach out. Their has to be light that can lead you to greatness, and I can come to terms with myself and others around me.