I've committed some sin in the past month and now i can't get them back what so ever. They didn't die if that's what your thinking but when i lost them because i didn't follow there guidelines.....well now i can never speak with them again, and my heart is in a state where it feels like i should die...... Here's what happened...

I'm friends with these twins right we've been friends for a couple months and what i did was so stupid of me.... i send them some. not so appropriate pics and now there dad has cut them off form me forever, i told them i would change for good, but when i didn't became a sinner and start becoming a good boy again it was two late..... and now i lost my closet-est fur friends in my life ;-(